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Pon - walk away Joe by Raynstar, literature

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Pon - walk away Joe

Anger and pain, frustration and shame, I was stupid, a pon in his game, crying now, the tears wont stop, it's my doing, my own fault, I thought I could do it, stand on my own, I was wrong, and once again I tripped, wanting to stay, I watched him play, now I'm in pain, these tears, they stain, more pages in my journal, that's all he'll be, never again, close to me, and tomorrow, he smiles, laughs and throws it in my face, he doesn't know, I see though him, I'm lost in this place, my room full of memories, I keep seeing his face, hearing his voice, why cant I leave you behind? I knew it wouldn't last, my head

morgan le fay reincarnated by Raynstar, literature

Father's Pain by Raynstar, literature

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Father's Pain

Their pain tears at my soul, now there's a gaping hole, watching my father cry, cuts me so deep inside, these tears shining so bright, rolling down my cheeks falling away from sight, "She's in a better place" I hear myself say, she wont suffer another day, but the tears keep coming, the pain so strong, being heppy feels so wrong, she's not hurting, free from her pain, to roam the heavens with dragons once slain, I can only imagen what my dad must feel, ince running to his mother with joyous squeal, now running through the memories of old, telling stories so long ago told, now the pain I see welling up in father's eyes, as g

journal poems: Morbid by Raynstar, literature

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journal poems: Morbid

These voices inside my head are tearing me apart, talking about death and the feelings you left, no where else to turn I see it in my mind, slowly picking up the knife, I look away, your sweet face calling me laughing at me, do it I hear the taunt swirling around me, I cant fight it, running from myself, I'm lost and alone, darkness descends and the cold thoughts creep, returning to the dread that awaits me, No savior, no rescue, I am alone forever, in the darkness of my shattered heart, once again, it starts...

journal series: blank page by Raynstar, literature

journal poems: Darkness by Raynstar, literature

what I felt today by Raynstar, literature

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what I felt today

It is my right, It is my light, this love of mine, should shine so bright; Love me so, love me true, I just wish, I could say this to you; All the things bottled up inside, all because of foolish pride, so I say it now, and hold it close, whispering my love, to the Sightless Ghost; someday you'll see as the veil falls away, the pain you've inflicted on me today, and when you realize the mistakes you've made, you'll be glad that through it all, faithful I have stayed.

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what I felt today by Raynstar, literature

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what I felt today

journal poems: Darkness by Raynstar, literature

journal series: blank page by Raynstar, literature

journal poems: Morbid by Raynstar, literature

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journal poems: Morbid

Father's Pain by Raynstar, literature

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Father's Pain

morgan le fay reincarnated by Raynstar, literature

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but it also means by altruisticlies, literature

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but it also means

It's mundane, the soda aisle and my wandering, walking up then down. I frown to distract. Look intense. And buy the soda you love because you might, you might be here to have it. Though with I need a drink. I don't need a drink. The same strength, faux-weak ness that I will always have, and tell myself I learned from you. I buy it, afraid I won't like the taste, or maybe I will and it'll be there for a few days squishing along inside me. It's just fucking soda, but it also means I still love you.

Tin Soldier by wordswithoutheart, literature

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Tin Soldier

Dark night, they sat alone. They were quiet, not a sound was made. She turned to him, looked him in the eyes tears in the open, ready to be cried. She said she'd never leave me, Always be here by my side. Nothing could ever steal her love, For it was buried deep inside. Nothin would ever sway her, Her resolve was absolute. It mattered not how I broke her heart Her love was absolute. He left her that night. But she followed him still. Never believing Her love could kill. Days dragged into months, Months evolved to years. Everytime that he left, She silently shed her tears. Until one day he left her, Broken by his voice. H

Tears No More by wordswithoutheart, literature

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Tears No More

Rip my heart out. Screams of pain. I hope to God not to see you again. But I'll never escape this unending hell. You're everything I hear, everything I smell. No matter how far from home I run, Your homicide is never done. You'll never know how much I hated. How my heart's been desecrated. All because of you, my dear. Though your intensions are never clear. Oh, but if I could cry, I would. Let the tears run down. Oh, but if I could die, I would. Let the tears run down. Ever lost, there's no escape. You've led me through emotions raped. Your face held such beauty once. Your heart held such beauty once. Now it is lost. Now yo

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Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: just about anything if i like the beat i like it.
Favourite cartoon character: sasuke Gaara kiba kyo and haru.... god too many
Personal Quote: which is better, to have a heart that is broken or that which is nonexisitant?

Favourite Movies

at the moment ICE AGE 2

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

linkin park... and tons of others

Favourite Games

KH1 and KH2 and FFVII

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2 or gamecube hmmm yea or gameboy ds

Tools of the Trade

my mind, my soul, broken heart, anger and pain and the things you write with.

Other Interests

wiccan, magick spirital awareness...shiney things cute guys and just about everything else

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Apr 15, 2007

Soup, its whats for breakfast [its too early for t

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this place is so dismal at 8:30 in the morning. why im up, i do not know, maybe cuz ive stayed up till 3 ish every morning, since thursday, talking to a mister muffyn pants, and then sleeping all day D: this poor account is so neglected now. wow... o well maybe, maybe ill find something to put on this account and warn of the repeat... ive come into some weird inspiration period, yay i have a muse!!! ima go draw today :D maybe ill post that stuff up, yup uh huh so bye now

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Mar 5, 2007

:DDDDDDDD spring break :DDDD

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on top of all the good things happening right now my moms gonna schedule a dentist appointment and im most likely getting braces :excited: i cant wait till spring break :excited: these stupid little emotes cant even capture how happy i am at this moment. i was skipping through my house earlier and screaming and omg :D im so freaking excited!!!! ive wanted braces for for ever!!!! and now i could be getting them, and if i do i wont be hating my smile no more, no more will i have to deal with my lip getting stuck when i smile :D :dance: everything is being all happy, now if only i can get to school on time tomorrow.... okie now that you know im

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Mar 3, 2007

hey!?!?!?!?

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how come no one answered my question in my last journal? guh, whatever dont answer, thats fine ill figure it out my self. anyways, i wrote a poem, and if i post it, ill post it on this account, i just gotta hear back from a person before i decide on what im doing. also in english im writing about one of my experiences and what not, so im gonna post that on here once its done, well it will be on both accounts probably, but i gotta finish that, o its offical, imnot in health anymore. droped it today, i was offically taking a class for no reason so i dropped it now i have walter in the morning and in the after noon, skida merink adink adink ski